//23/05/2021//
BLOG TWO
Who is going to read this anyway?… I am definitely not marketing myself (that feels to me like selling my fat ass to a bunch of pretentious good looking models). Ha! but perhaps I am, marketing myself just to you.
And that is if you even landed up here. You might of just ignored the link I sent you.
Anyways if you are a rando, well thanks for spending a precious few moments of your life reading my thought vomit. And if you are you (the ones that I sent the link to) thank you too! and welcome to ramblings of your weirdo friend.
As I explained in BLOG ONE, I am not an expert blogger, and I just realized, that this is my personal journal, just for everyone to read…those that find their way here anyways.
Today was uneventful, as usual. I woke up late, as usual. Stayed in bed all day, as usual and just felt sorry for myself (you guessed it) as usual. Why the fuck do I fee sorry for myself. I don’t know, maybe I like doing it. Oh boohoo poor me…i just have everything I could need and shouldn’t need to complain, yet here I am complaining, to myself again.
The biggest factor was, that this weekend, the gastronomy industry has opened up again! YAY for the small business owners! finally!! after sooo many months. I just find it weird and just didn’t want to rush out and finally have a pint and a meal sitting down at the establishment! Everyone else is so over the moon to go out and socialize and finally get some normalcy. Well, its not fucking normal. It´s still a raging pandemic and now I fear that we will be peer pressured into going out, because why would you stay home?
Well, maybe because I am still hesitant to get the vaccine and furthermore it is a hassle to go and get tested each day you want to go have a pint or whatever. I get it, it is for the collective good. I don’t want to spread the nasty virus to anyone and I sure as hell wouldn’t want to be seated next to the contagion. Its just weird to have to use a tracing app to sit down and get a burger. It’s just weird that, if you are vaccinated you enjoy more privileges. That is the peer pressure I am referring to.
Ha! I am definitely not a querdenker, nor a QaAnon nut, I simply am just a cynic and questioning everything. I am not going to get a vaccine and like market myself on social media..saying “yay look at me I’m such a good human”. Fuck you. You can still carry the virus.
Anyways, I am not a scientist and yes, I am just blurting out my opinion. And yes, it may offend you, or you may think I’m a dumb shit or a dickhead or an idiot…think what you want. It is just my truth and I say it whole heatedly. I know people are dying and I should get the vaccine for the collective good, but yeah, I am still suss about it. And I have every right to be. Therefore I will stay the fuck home. Its better anyways..don’t have to see all the cunts walking around all cheery and entitled… HA!
Lock down has really made me want to be a hermit. But on the contrary, maybe tomorrow I will change my mind and get jabbed up the ass just to go have a beer. I just find it ironic that that’s why I´ll take the vaccine.
Never mind that people I know have suffered and died, na..its cos I want a beer. What a cunt I am.
That too, a contradicting, privileged, self entitled excuse of a human.
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